S and I have continued to email back and forth, and they have become increasingly sexual. I took a few photos and sent them to him after he expressed interest numerous times and seemed it make it worth my while ... but I haven't heard from him since I sent the photos which was about five days ago. Whatever.

I got myself a cat because I wanted someone to come home to, and he's absolutely adorable. Right now he's cuddled up next to me as I try to type on my laptop, purring away and trying to get my attention by biting my sleeve.

I haven't hung out with any of my friends in ages, and I feel completely out of the loop and actually pretty lonely. I don't ever have people calling me up and asking what I'm dong. If I want to do something, I'm always the one who has to phone. I guess it's just a low self-esteem kind of day, and rather than staying home and sinking into it, I'm going to go for a walk and get some fresh air. It won't make my problems go away but I'm sure I'll feel slightly better for it.